About

it is always hard to introduce myself. I prefer to start with this link: 100,000 Stars

It is an endless darkness. I am the one who is living own way.

I am everything and I am nothing.

I ask the same question to myself again and again. Who am I? What does really define me as “me”?

There is no simple answer.

It is a question of thousand years and no one could find an answer. In a very superficial way, I can say that I am from Turkey and living in Germany. I had a good childhood in a happy family and as in many developing country citizen, I choose engineering to study. i am an electronic engineer but I got lost there too. My master is in micro and Nanosystems while my biggest work experience is project management (aka. babysitting). Currently, I am embedded software engineer and trying to find my way. Yes, half of the life time has gone but still looking for my way.

Isn’t it sad that I introduce myself with my work. For me, the most important things in life are honesty, fairness, equality and modesty which makes me lost in this world. If I don’t fight for them, what for I value them?

I like travelling. Who doesn’t? but I pushed my life away from it. Maybe one day…

Travelling makes me feel free. Yes, i like freedom. It is the another core value I have.

i like reading, researching, learning as if it is very important to know everything but it gives me strength.

I am over distracted. Focusing is not my thing. I plan a lot and follow less. It brings me somewhere but no idea where. Everything is so meaningless sometimes.

Life is still beautiful.. Whole civilization history is the same. Fake it and never make it. We create some artificial goals to survive. Life is still beautiful with this absurd nature.